Monday, January 26, 2009

UPDATE [DEATH SMOKES]

Today is the just over three week  celebration of me not smoking!
I have been doing ok, sometimes the urge to smoke shows it's ugly mug, but it is all mental now. 
As far as physical cravings are concerned, they are gone.
Thank  God.
The truth is I like to smoke. I have smoked off a on since I was 7... no lie. There will probably never be a day when I wake up and don't want to have a marlboro light.
Coming to grips with this is what empowered me to quit, there will never be the "right time"
I just have to want to live more than I want a smoke.
I do
I just need to put them down and run full speed the other direction.
I did.
You can too.
Just saying, does it suck yes! Is it worth it?
I can't answer that for you, for me it was.

peace



-FOOD FOR YOUR SOUL FROM MINE

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I'm proud of you.

I'm glad that you want to be alive because I happen to like you alive. I look forward to a lot more aliveness with you.

Santos Samayoa aka SantZ, Chato...hey it's still me said...

congrats bro i loved that quote "I just have to want to live more than i want to smoke."