Man...
Last night sucked so bad!
As you may have seen I am quitting smoking. I am not sure if that is the reason behind what happened or "other" current issues, but all I know is I woke up in the middle of the night sobbing!
I am not talking about a little boo hoo I am talking full blown weeping and wailing at the top of my lungs!
I have been pretty emotionally unstable ever since I put out my last butt, but this was over the top! My poor wife woke scarred out of her mind to her 27 year old hairy beast husband crying like a newborn!
I was overwhelmed with the since of remorse, and grief, sorrow for my sins, I kept apologizing to Her and to God begging for forgiveness and mercy.
I literally felt like I was not there, I was literally overwhelmed, I felt absent, like I was watching it happen from the outside.
Crazy.
I did not sleep well needless to say, and I'm kind of cranky today.
I need a cigarette! (Dont worry I wont smoke one!)
Has anything ever happened like that to you? ever been so overwhelmed with emotion you loose your since of control?
Ever woke up in a crazy rampage of emotion?
Please tell me I am not alone in this!!!
-FOOD FOR YOUR SOUL FROM MINE
4 comments:
dude only this crap only happens to you! like the time you saw a ghost baby or the time you were real sick and died is a recliner while watching a movie to waking up up 20 seconds later to be really freaked out! the jackson house curse!
lol, Pike, come one now...
No Babe, you are not alone. If I go to bed with some sadness weighing on me I often wake up to find it has only intensified in my sleep.
Don't worry though... Hairy Man-Beast or not, I'm there to hold you and rock you back to sleep if it happens again.
(BTW, you are past the two day mark on not smoking! I am SO PROUD of you! I know you are going to do it this time!)
Absoluely! I'm the type of person that doesn't let anything "get to me." So, that means that sometimes I will have days were I don't want to talk to people and I don't care about anything... ANYTHING!! I often make it through those days by questioning everything in my life, then have a very hard, good cry while taking a shower... Those days are necessary to keep my temperment on a positive the rest of my days...
@edward lol thanks jerk!
@Allison Thanks alot love, I appreciate your patience and character!
@John: It's good to know I am not alone in my hyper emotional-ness!
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