FOOD gOD

This sucks so bad.

It is so hard.

I made my mind up to change, scratch that I don't have a choice but to change.

I ate some mexican food the other night and my sugar level shot through the ceiling.

I have to crucify this idol of mine. I have worshipped at his feet my whole life. Whatever/whenever  it wants, I gladly give it. This country is fat, spoiled, and lazy we are all idol worshippers! We bow down and obey our cravings and appetites.

As I type this out at Panera bread sipping my coffee I watch dozens of people who are one danish away from Diabetes, or one cookie away from worse.

When ever you serve a god it demands ever thing from you, maybe even your life.

I am really discouraged I have been working out and I completly changed my diet and I freaking gained weight!!!!

aggggghhhhh!!!! 

So damn frustrating! 

But no matter what happens,

I will not sacrifice my life to please the food god!

I will suffer in the gym for the rest of my life if I have to.

I repent for giving my self over to this thing.

I have one God I obey.

I crucify all others.

This is tuff! 

It does not want to let go of me.

Man I want a cookie!

-FOOD FOR YOUR SOUL FROM MINE