ALONE?

Ever felt like you are all alone?
Like no other human could possibly understand how you feel?
Well you are right!
Kind of...
I am having one of those times right now.
The smoking cease, mixed with other things in my life has just seriously got me stressed and feeling alone.

Now

Don't get me wrong,  Allison is great and she is there for me, she is by far the best friend I have, and she does literally all that is possible to be a help.

But she has never been me and vice versa! The truth is, nobody has ever walked in my shoes but me.
People might have had similar life experiences but no one has ever been me, but me.
Nobody has ever truly been you, but well, you!
But...
I find peace in knowing that there is someone very real who is very much alive who not only knows what its like to be tempted and vexed, but who has literally gone through all of my temptations and struggles with me!
Yes with me!
He did not get the fax, or an email or a tweet update.
He was there inside of me when I went through it.
He felt what I feel, he knows the weakness of my human nature and the desires of my heart.
So it is easy to forgive me, because I am in Him and He is in me.

He understands what it's like to feel alone : 

And about the ninth hour Jesus cried out with a loud voice, saying, “Eli, Eli, lama sabachthani?” which means, “My God, My God, why have You forsaken Me?” - Matthew 27:46

I am not really alone, maybe nobody here standing next to me can understand.

But when I close my eyes...

I know Yeshua is there with me, living life inside of me through His spirit.

Even when you are alone you really are not!




-FOOD FOR YOUR SOUL FROM MINE